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Chapter 7 - "House"
Stroke finished loading the truck by himself while Anelan slept.
There was no reason to take everything back to his place. In two days
there would be another meeting, after dinner, perhaps a little dessert and
coffee would be good. The partitions stacked well, out of the way against
one of the far corners, they would not be a problem to other people who might
want the hall for a different purpose. But he left the mirrors set up. It
had taken a long time to get them aligned, it seemed a waste to disturb
the alignment if he didn't have to. There was enough food left, supper
would be easy tonight even for two. He decided to put the coffee pot in
the truck (a good machine this, he thought). When he was done he woke
Anelan who slept so deep she could not remember where she was for a few
seconds. But she felt safe enough not to be scared, he liked that. Outside
the fog was closing in, they could hardly see the street light on the far
side of the other building. "Do you have children, Stroke?" she said as she
climbed slowly into the truck. "My son would have been two years younger
than you if he had lived. Both he and my wife were killed in an airline
accident fifteen years ago." "Oh! I am sorry, Stroke." "It's OK,
Anelan. It took a long time to grow past that...The weight of that memory has
diminished a lot. Airplanes are absolutely wondrous things to fly. I still
love flying. I am not a pilot, but I could spend almost any amount of time
flying, suspended in mid air, watching the earth spin underneath. However,
when airplanes fail, it can be horrendous beyond belief." His right hand
was resting on the knob of the shift lever. She reached out and squeezed
his forearm. They drove slowly for a short distance to Stroke's place.
"This is your house, huh? I can see you sometimes from my window up the
hill." "Please disregard the mess which extends in all directions, Anelan,
but I would rather walk the beach than do almost anything else. I pay very
little attention to this place, just enough to keep it from collapsing
from the weight of the cobwebs." "Can't be that bad, Stroke" "Maybe,
but close." It wasn't that bad, but it was close. The front yard looked
abandoned, like everyone else's nowadays. The garage to the side of the
house was a separate unit which had been handed down from one owner to the
next, each fully intending to do something about it, someday... The old
doors had partially separated from their upper hinges and were propped shut
at odd angles. As they entered the house, Anelan asked: "You live in
here, Stroke? "No, Anelan, I live out there, at the beach, in the
mountains, outdoors as much as possible. I sleep here, when I can't think
of a better place." "And I thought you were a minimalist, Stroke... almost
empty Zen temple for a house... a quiet place to meditate. This is far
from minimalism..." "No, Anelan, this is very minimalist. There is a
minimal path open from the front door to the kitchen. I can cook minimally
well, but quite often I will spoon chili right out of the can standing
over the kitchen sink. That is very minimalist. There is a minimal path going
from the kitchen to the middle of the living room where I have a mattress
on the floor, some good electronics and a fine pair of headphones.
Sometimes when I am not asleep I immerse myself in music. If I am not
asleep, listening to music or cooking I am probably at the beach. Sometimes
I take books to read at the beach. I do not know how to minimize my life
below this level, or I would try it." (mostly true, as far as I went, he
thought) "I guess I didn't realize how this pregnancy is changing my
outlook. I am still living indoors a large fraction of the time. I have
become very concerned with feeling cozy, protected, safe. I used to be
more of an outdoor person 2 or 3 years ago." "Hm... we have bread and
vegetables from this morning and I have some fresh eggs... I can make an
omelette if you want, there is plenty enough for both of us... but if this is
too cluttered maybe we could go to your place instead... what do you want
to do?" "I think I want to stay here, Stroke. I want to see this as you see
it. I am thinking of finished forms, but this is not a house, this is a
process." "I would think of it as a titanic struggle between the force of
life and the force of entropy, and at this point entropy is definitely
winning." "Entropy is a measure of disorder in the universe, right
Stroke?" "Yes, for non living things. But life forms build order out of
chaos and thumb their noses at entropy for a while. Entropy catches up
eventually and we go back to being disorganized clumps of atoms. While we
can, let us merrily thumb our noses at entropy. How about a good
omelette?" "I think I could eat a horse a right now, Stroke, but an
omelette will do just fine. Can I watch?" "Only if you don't comment
on my cooking style." They ate in the living room. She sat on the only
available chair and put her plate on the corner of a desk. Stroke had to
move several stacks of magazines, loose notes and notebooks to make that
room available. He did so very carefully, to her surprise. (there is more order
here than I realize or than he lets on, she thought). He ate with the dish
on his lap sitting cross legged on the nearest corner of the matress.
"How are your buns, Stroke?" she said, halfway through her dinner. "Fine,
thank you, Anelan. No problem sitting as you can see. Not yet, tomorrow a
little bit, maybe." "Was that really your first time to get paddled
from both sides?" "Yes...just like I said." "With all these books and
notebooks and drawings, I would expect you to have a working spanking
machine ready in less than two weeks..." (a shot in the dark..., she
thought). "I have thought long and hard about that and I started to build
things like that, several times. A machine has far more control than a
human, particularly with thin canes, rods or bars. But I am really into
paddles and the buns are round and human spankers can be so good. Guarnea
was just great. By the second stroke it was obvious. But Eletina was the
surprise. She was not as good at first but she was the equal of Guarnea at
the end. Fast learner. Her arm is going to be sore tomorrow, though. She
is not in shape like Guarnea." They finished their meal. Stroke walked to
the far left side of the mattress and rummaged around until he found the
end of two long wires that disappeared under books and cardboard boxes. He
connected them to two other wires that he found a short while later. Then
he went to a rack of electronic gear at the far right side of the mattress and
switched it on. He turned to Anelan. "What kind of music would you
like to hear?" She thought about it for a while. "Perhaps some
Mozart?" "OK, my mood is near that and we just finished eating... Would you
accept some Haydn piano sonatas. Something light." "Please" Stroke
liked his sound pure, one could have thought the piano was in the room, except
there was not enough room even if the mattress had been removed.
"Thank you" she said with a smile as they both closed their eyes and submerged
in the melodies and harmonies. When it ended their senses slowly came
back to Stroke's living room. "You really like good sound, don't you,
Stroke?" "Yes, if at all possible, including the sound of paddles on
willing buns." He crawled over the mattress toward the electronics and
paused to ask her: "Do you want to hear something else?" He didn't
realize, or perhaps he did, that his shorts had wedged between his cheeks and
that a very red right cheek was now in full view and consuming Anelan's
attention. "Anelan?" She took her eyes of his reddness and looked at
him: "Would you help me get up from this chair, Stroke? I have not peed
since this afternoon." He sat at the far end of the mattress by the
electronics waiting for her. She came back after several minutes, but
instead of sitting in her chair again she leaned on it as she lowered
herself slowly to the mattress. "You know what I see here, Stroke" she said
with a wink. "No, Anelan, please tell me." (hmm, he thought) "I see a
naughty little boy who starts all sorts of interesting things and never
finishes them. And, although he was properly paddled today, he still has
not finished what he started." "Maybe you should give me a hint, Anelan."
(who am I to say no, hm?) "I told you this afternoon that you made me very
wet between the legs and you have done nothing about it. Do I have to
paddle you again?" "I wish you could, but my buns can't be rewarmed now for
many days, which is too bad because it would feel so good to kiss your
pussy with my butt in flames, up in the air, well stretched out." He
put his pillow in the middle of the mattress and she rolled on to it. With the
pillow raising her pelvis she folded her legs, her feet almost by her
butt, her knees almost together. Then she tugged her skirt almost up to
her waist. Eyes closed, Stroke put his face between her knees and slowly
moved down her thighs, kissing, nipping here and there, caressing with his
beard, until his tongue reached her labia. With his face wedged between
her legs, he flicked his tongue at the curls and tufts of hair, barely
touching her skin, teasing, just teasing... She opened her legs to let his face
come closer to her pussy, to let his tongue find her hardening clit, and
gasped as they found each others' sweetness. His tongue moved around her
clit, around and around, from time to time making long excursions, licking
the inside edges of her labia, first one side, all the way down to her vagina,
then slowly up the other side, then, his upper lip bumping against the top
of her hood, tugging hard, stretching both labia at once while his tongue
covered all of her clit in warm, wet strokes. Licking, sucking, rubbing
with his lips and with his tongue in ever faster circles. As she gasped and
sighed in pleasure he would break the circles to lick in long strokes up
and down, up and down, above and below and then over the distended edge of
her clit... And he would go again back to circles and again back and
forth, focusing more and more on the sweet spot, sensing her impending
orgasm. Until she tightened her legs around his head and with a moan that was
almost a deep growl, began thrusting her pelvis hard, deep, his tongue
licking faster and faster at the fully engorged clit, lapping her sweet
pussy juice... They moved clamped like that for many thrusts and many more
licks at her swollen flesh, while her throat made incoherently contented
sounds. Until she finally begged: "Please... no... no more... I am
starting to get sore..." Her legs opened wide, relaxed. Stroke continued
licking her warm, soft, swollen pussy. "Please... Stroke... stop..." He
stopped. "You taste so good, fat pussy." "You made it fat, Stroke,
here..." she guided his hand to her breasts. They were full, swollen,
tender. He stroked them gently, feeling the hard nipples in spite of her blouse
and bra. He crawled up to her face and gave her a kiss, pussy juice all
over his mustache and beard, tongue against tongue, wet, slobbery,
delightful kiss. They wrestled the pillow out from under her butt. It had
a very large wet spot, but she turned it over and it was fine. He reached for
his jeans at the edge of the bed, rolled them up for a pillow and went to
sleep nuzzling her right shoulder. Tomorrow we should find another pillow,
he thought as he fell asleep. Several hours later he got up to go to the
bathroom. He was very aware of his swollen buns as he stood up. Then,
returning by way of the kitchen he lifted the folded flap of a cardboard
box in one of the upper cupboards. (three red lights, three green lights...all
is well, he thought). He squeezed his buns gently and scratched them
softly with his fingernails as he walked back to the bed. Cuddling up to
Anelan's warm back he fell asleep again.
Chapter 8 - "Eletina"
from the Archive of Manuscript Records Notebook 1 of Karel
Selth (1961-2043AD)
It was foggy and cold outside but the meeting hall was cheerful
with conversation again. Stroke had run an electric heater for a while in
the afternoon and the old wood structure was comfortably warm. Eletina
arrived a few minutes before eight, carrying a large cardboard box,
greeted a few people, and started her preparations. She was careful not to move
the mirrors that were still set up from the first meeting. She took a long
extension cord and an infrared lamp from the box she had brought. She
clamped the lamp to one of the metal folding chairs, aiming away from the
audience, and plugged it in. Then she placed a single wooden hairbrush on the
seat of the chair and with a nervous glance at the rest of the group,
reached for the zipper of her loose dress and removed it in a few easy
motions. She was wearing an old fashioned black one piece bathing suit
that she had pinned together in back so that what usually would have covered
her rear was instead neatly tucked into the crack between her cheeks. The
area of interest was well outlined. She was of medium build and weight and
projected the feeling of being centered at her hips. She stood in front of
the lamp with the hairbrush in her hands and her back to the lamp. She
drew nearer and nearer to the lamp, drawing the concern of those closest to her
for the safety of her skin. She looked back over her shoulder to catch
some of their glances and continued heating her buns moving slowly back
and forth, up and down, around and around. After a short while she turned
toward the audience and concentrated her attention on heating the
hairbrush, back and forth, up and down, around and around... She had not spoken
a single word but her activities drew everyone's curiosity and they soon
found their seats. She repeated the warming of her rear, again warmed the
hairbrush and looking up at the clock started her warmup. The satisfying
sound of wood on willing flesh soon filled the hall to the delight of the
audience. At the end of the first round her color was remarkably even and
deep. She paused and started to speak: "I am a bit nervous tonight...
I have never done this in public... but I am less nervous than I thought I
would be... good company. This is actually a demonstration of what not to do if
you want to retain your color for a long time, and I know many of you do.
The hairbrush is quite warm and so are my cheeks, it is really delightful
how quickly and how far one can increase the level of spanking when brush
and bottom are both kept hot." She turned her back as she continued to warm
her rear and spoke over her shoulder: "So, tonight I want everyone here to
take part in my spanking, as I warm up we will be deciding how many I
should get from each of you. (several "yeah"'s and some applause from the
audience). When we are done I should have a very red bottom... very red... and
yet, two days from now I will come back to this hall and those of you who
feel like it can check that there is hardly any color left on my cheeks.
("oh, yeah?" said someone at the back of the audience). Eletina continued:
"Yes, if it is done very hot, and I will keep warming buns and brush quite
often, it will not last. The redness and swelling go away very quickly...
Oops!" and looking at the clock she warmed the brush very close to the
lamp for a few seconds and started her second set. She increased the level
with enthusiasm, it felt like she was running out of arm power rather than
being limited by the feeling in her cheeks. The second set had left her
breathing hard, so she waited a short time and went back to heating her
buns and the hairbrush alternately while catching up on her thinking. Her color
under the regular lights of the hall was now an even deep red. "How
many people do we have here tonight? Did anybody count?" "Twenty-three, I
think" said Mauro and stood up to get a better count now that everyone was
sitting down. "...Yup. Twenty-three." "OK, when I get done with the next
set I will be at about three hundred, and just to keep it interesting I
don't want to go past about six hundred. What's that? maybe fourteen or so?
"No, it isn't" said a gruff voice from the back the audience to the sound of
much laughter. "Fifteen?" said Eletina. "No, it isn't" said the voice.
More laughter. "OK, OK, how about sweet sixteen, that means eight on each
cheek." said Eletina A grumbling, dejected, drawn out "O...K...I guess" had
everyone in stitches again. Even Eletina laughed as she said
mockingly:"O...K...one... more... set..." and took off on the third part
of her warmup. She was panting hard when she was done, but she was smiling, her
cheeks were bright red and felt so good. "OK, now, the first four
swats do not count so you get to feel the level I am willing to take.
Then, please start on the outside of the cheeks, reserve the centers for the
finale and keep them even. Then you have a choice of over-the-knee or
lying down. Whichever you take, I want them even, please." And with that,
she walked to the back of the hall and brought back a foam pad and a
chair. "Oh! excuse me, I would like to ask Stroke to be first and Guarnea
second, if you don't mind." she added. "It will be an honor, Eletina,
lying down please, but first warm them up again." Without a word she warmed
flesh and wood thoroughly, then stretched herself out on the foam pad.
Stroke knelt straddling her shoulders and took the brush from her hand. On
the first two swats he tried to match the level he remembered at the end of her
third warmup. "Harder, at least half again, please". Stroke obliged. She
added: "I will probably ask for harder as you go so don't go too fast."
"Delighted." said Stroke and landed four well spaced swats which
thoroughly shook her cheeks. He paused slightly to hear: "A little
harder, please" The next four were harder, but not yet on the centers. She
grunted contentedly after each one. Then, going faster and harder, Stroke
spiraled in to the centers. She groaned on the last two and he waited
motionless for her to savor the sting. With cheeks still burning she
thanked him. He helped her up so she could warm up again. She kissed him
lightly and thanked him again. "I might want you to that again at the
very end" she said. "Feel free to ask, it will be a pleasure, Eletina."
Guarnea had seen Stroke cover the sides of her cheeks well but not the lower
parts of her lobes, so she asked for Eletina to go over her lap. Eletina
complied after rewarming, her rump bent over Guarnea's legs but a lot of
her weight supported between hands and outstretched legs, not passively
draped. Guarnea tried a couple of strong swats almost down to the crease
and was rewarded with sharp "Ah!"'s and "You can go a little harder but not
much, please." Guarnea complied and starting from high up on each side
spaced four swats evenly down to the crease. Then going back to the middle
of her lobes and repeated the four swats to each side, now much more
closely spaced. Eletina was about to get up when Guarnea stopped her with:
"You are not counting my practice four, I get two more, Eletina." Before
Eletina could reply, Guarnea landed the last two just barely above the
crease. Hard, solid swats, greeted by deep grunts. Eletina stood up and
made little up and down motions on her feet, almost like shaking the sting
off, but really enjoying every nerve end firing in her butt. She grabbed
Guarnea's hand helping her up from the chair and said: "Would you do
that again in about two weeks or so? "That and however many more you like,
Ellie" A deep "Good" came out of her chest. Eletina was kept quite busy
rewarming and switching positions to accomodate each spanker. Stroke kept
a close watch on the state of her cheeks and at one point remarked that
even though more and more energy was being poured into them, the color did not
seem to get much deeper than right after the first two or three spankers.
But the way in which her cheeks rippled after each swat showed that they
were swelling and stiffening considerably. Even Lydia and Chuck, who were
both over seventy but would not say by how much, got a turn at Eletina's
red butt. He straddled and she asked for over the knee and all three were
pleased with the results. Eletina mentioned while massaging her stinging buns
that they both were in great physical shape. After the twenty-third
application of a very warm hairbrush to a very warm pair of cheeks Eletina
was glowing, not just at her seat but all over her body. She felt mildly
flushed, happy, thankful for the good time her friends had given her. It felt
so good... She turned to Stroke and smiled as she said: "I am tempted
to ask for an extra dozen from you, Stroke" "I think you should resist that
temptation, Eletina, your cheeks are very swollen now and I don't see how
they are going to come down from this spanking in just two days." "I think
they will, even after going this far, Stroke, but you are right and I will
resist the temptation." She walked to the lamp and baked her rump
again for almost one minute. Chuck was now standing: "I would like to
make a little comment on a very fine spanking. It's in the form of a multi-
purpose song that I thought of some time ago while walking very fast at the
beach. It seemed to fit the rhythm very well." His words drew a variety of
very soft responses ranging from "oh, no!" to quizzically raised eyebrows.
He continued: "It is based on the chorus an old, old tune, perhaps some of
you remember, something about a submarine..." and he started singing
softly "She's been spanked now until her buns are red so red and
warm and swollen so beautifully red" The audience howled as they
remembered the old tune and when he started moving his arms in rhythm they
joined in easily. It was good fun, and after one repeat, he continued "We
will spank now until our buns are red so brightly red and stinging
so swollen and so red" He interrupted the laughter to add: "You can do
a lot with the lyrics and I hope you have a lot of fun with it, but now let's
hear it for Eletina." and he started clapping and was quickly joined by
the rest. Eletina alternately half hid her face in mock embarrasment and
bowed with her rear to the audience showing the results of all their
labors. When the laughter subsided Eletina said: "I will be here again
for your viewing pleasure Thursday night. Those who can make it should see
almost no color on my cheeks. I promise not to take long hot sitting baths,
only short showers until then. If my previous experience applies to this
level the color will be gone." Marilia spoke up: "I would like to do my
favorite thing in front of you all on Thursday night if it's agreeable. Is
that OK? I will need a little help so I will be asking for volunteers after the
meeting." There were a few problems with schedules as usual, but there was
general agreement to meet again Thursday night. The meeting dissolved
into conversational groups. Stroke and Anelan circulated together to no
one's amazement. One of the neighbors Anelan had not met yet, Arno Pekkinen,
was particularly friendly to her. But the few words he traded with Stroke
about Eletina's performance spoke too easily to be those of a recent
acquaintance. As they were leaving, Mauro and Guarnea were ahead of them
and Stroke stumbled on the back of Mauro's shoes. He stopped his fall by
grabbing Mauro's shoulders, his head almost hitting Mauro's neck. In the
split second before he pulled away from Mauro he whispered in his right
ear:"Wait for us outside, in the dark." Mauro reached back and steadied him
with a noncommittal: "You all right, Stroke?". "I'm fine Mauro.
Sorry. Clumsy, that's all." Outside the fog had closed in, the building
lights good for only a few feet before they became a dim glow and then
dissappeared. Other voices could be heard, muted, seemingly distant. They
almost bumped into Mauro and Guarnea, Mauro was the first to speak. "What
is going on?" "Let's just walk together a little ways, Mauro, humor an old
man..." and he put his arm around Mauro's waist and after a few steps
leaned his head into his shoulder and whispered in his ear. "We have
been and possibly still are under surveillance. I don't know who or why yet.
You know where the kid's fort is, down the beach?" Mauro grunted a
"yes" and Stroke continued: "Get Stav and Cala. We will meet you there in
about one hour. Don't talk about this inside your house or Stav's. Dress
warm, we may be out there a while." "You OK, Stroke?" asked Mauro (what the
hell?) "I am fine, Mauro, believe me, I am fine." "Are you sure?"
repeated Mauro, still thinking: what the hell? "Yes, I am sure. You guys go
ahead, Anelan and I will go a little slower, I am fine." Mauro and Guarnea
said their good nights and faded into the fog. Before Anelan had a chance
to say anything a soft voice behind them said: "You OK, Stroke?" it was
Arno. " I am fine, Arno" and as Arno drew even with him Stroke whispered in
his ear: "Kids fort, one hour" "Good night, Stroke, good night, Anelan"
he said as he walked ahead into the fog. "Anymore, Stroke? Would you clue
me in a little?" Anelan was miffed at being so puzzled. Something going on
between Stroke and Mauro? Arno? Stroke stopped and pulling her toward him
embraced her tightly his face buried in the scarf covering her ears. "There
was a bug, a monitor, on one of the ceiling cross beams, not even very well
hidden. Arno saw it too. We may be under surveillance now. Mauro will get
Stav and Cala and we will meet at the kids fort in an hour. Good thing it
is this foggy." They kissed lightly on the lips and walked on slowly.
"Are you warm enough, Anelan?" "I am fine, Stroke"
Chapter 9 - "Fog"
from the Archive of Manuscript Records abstracted from the
Diaries of Anelan Sanger(1985-2057AD)
Anelan and Stroke walked along the surf, its sound was slow,
muted, even the sand under their feet was quiet. Above the fog bank a full
moon may have been shining because the darkness was not total. Their eyes
could see well their own shapes and the foam of the surf, there was no
need for the flashlight. They were close to the fort now and a little early.
They had talked a little as they walked. Who would want to spy on their
meetings? Why? Who was there who wasn't at the first meeting? What were
the reasons given for not being at the meeting, were they good reasons?
Was Stroke telling everything he knew? Stroke interrupted her thoughts: "As
few words as possible when we are at the fort. After we meet we will walk
further. The bug was a little too obvious, maybe to get us to go somewhere
else. With surf and fog and walking we may have privacy." She hadn't
thought of that. It seemed reasonable to her. The beach curved to their
left and Fort Horny (she liked to call it that) was suddenly in front of
them. They stopped to listen, apparently the others had not arrived yet. They
walked back in the direction they had come for a minute or so. Anelan
asked about Arno and Stroke talked about him a little. They had met a
couple of years ago further down the beach, two old men looking at the
sunset. Traded a few words, found that Arno lived about half a mile south of
Stroke's house, found similarities in their outlooks and had visited each
other fairly often since. (not often that one makes a formal first
acquaintance with an old friend of more than fifteen years, thought
Stroke) (sounds not quite right to me, but I will give you the benefit of the
doubt, thought Anelan) Where most people exist in the space of their
living and would rather that time did not flow any faster than it had to,
Arno was a man of time, almost unconcerned with space. A man of few words,
he was absorbed by the flow of time and history so completely that his remarks
could sound oddly inept at times unless you knew him. For him many
situations involved so much of the past that the easy responses expected
in many conversations were simply too limiting and therefore difficult for
him. He couldn't quite bring himself to explain all of the complicating
factors, so he would try to abbreviate and synthesize his knowledge and that
didn't always get done in time. Of necessity, he was a very quiet person.
They had some very good conversations, because Stroke was willing to wait
for him to finish his thoughts. The sound of voices on both sides put the
conversation on hold, they walked back to the fort. Mauro and Guarnea
arrived behind them. Stav, Cala and Arno had come on a trail that started
not far from Arno's house and led directly to the fort. As soon as they were in
sight of each other, Stroke led with: "Let's walk down the beach a
little, shall we?" As they walked Stroke described the bug to Arno, Stav,
Cala, Mauro and Guarnea. He gave the reason for continuing to walk and
after a short while stopped so they could talk more easily. "OK, we
are beeing watched, I am uneasy but I don't feel threatened yet." said Mauro
"Maybe I don't know enough yet." "Can you help me list the people that
were at the meeting Sunday but not today?" asked Stroke. Six names
made the list. "How many do you think had honest schedule conflicts?" was
Stroke's next question. That brought the list down to four names: Clyde,
Jonathan, Marty and Peter. Guarnea remembered seeing Marty and Peter
earlier that afternoon in their car driving toward town, entirely possible
that they had other things to do. That left Clyde and Jonathan. Stroke had a
weird feeling as the name he expected to come up never came up. Is he that
unnoticeable? Do I want to bring this up now? He scanned Arno's face which
was faintly moving from side to side. He let the silence sink in. No one
felt uncomfortable with Clyde or Jonathan. After a while he drew a deep
breath and slowly described what he thought should be done and why.
"Civilization has always been a chancy game. Perhaps one tenth of the history
of modern humans has been spent in a civilized state " "I wouldn't go
that far." interrupted Arno. "OK, more accurately, in civilized
states." "Uh-uh..." said Mauro "OK, in city states." "I'll buy
that." said Arno and Stroke continued. "Something like three hundred
generations of humans have lived in cities or city-states, out of about
twelve thousand or so since truly modern humans appeared on earth. From the
beginnings of cities with laws, Hammurabi's code and so on, the state has
had two legs on which to stand. The legs are armies and religions.
Internally, religion is the better policeman because people treasure their
freedom all the way to crime. The drive to control other people is relatively
weak in many people. Some of those with more of this urge to control
express it in public form. Some of these people join police forces. But
there are not enough policers to control the policees directly. So
religions fill the gap, adherence to the group mythology controls behavior.
The external threats, real or faked, empower the armies. The state is
always top heavy, so it has been a precarious balancing act for several
millenia now. The results of the excesses by either of these entities has
created terrible suffering and abysmal ignorance as the state became
unstable in either direction. Excesses in both directions are sprinkled all
over our history." Arno commented: "They are the meat of history, as I see
it." "But with increasingly available knowledge: solid, logical, scientific
knowledge, the third leg of the state erected itself to attempt to provide
a more stable equilibrium. And it has had to fight religion tooth and nail
to establish the logical level of thought that is our birthright. And it
has had to fight the military's seductive support to prevent that leg from
absorbing it completely." "Now, between the Plague of Palms and the
CyberKings both of the traditional legs of civilization are very weak, but
there are fanatics of both kinds who are driven to regain their power now,
and whose followers will continue their tradition for a long time. This is
unavoidable. The Plague has made a huge change in humanity that may allow
us to survive as a species longer because it will give us time to cope
with our population problem. The advances in the last fifteen years were
great but the environmental problems were ultimately beyond solution except
by drastic population control. Before the Palm virus, only China had
really tried it and could barely get it to work. There was little real
freedom there." "All this may sound like radical rantings to you. Much too
much paranoia built on a very small fact. But trust me that what we have
is the beginning of a drive by either religion or the military to control
free thought and action, using the power of the CyberKings to dominate,
control and dictate our existence." Mauro spoke up. "Yes. I agree with
the fear of corruption of the CyberKings. I have thought similar thoughts
but I am not sure that one monitor in the rafters makes it a reality."
(unfortunately now is not the time to tell you, thought Stroke) Stav
cleared his throat and said: "I am willing to buy Stroke's argument. I am
willing to buy Mauro's doubt. What can be done in the event that it is
true?. We depend on CyberKings for our very existence at this population
level. You would have us go back to eeking a living out of eroded soils and
gambling with the weather? "No, certainly not, Stav. We are well
informed, all of us here. I would think that insuring that CyberKings do
not become corrupt would be the thing to do, somehow. Their control
guarantees us more freedom than the old politics ever did. If my fears are
true, there will be a thread from the person who placed that bug to the
source of an attempt to corrupt the present situation. Someone is
sufficiently threatened by our freedom to group with others in an effort to
take us, first back to the time in which religion and the military had far
more power, and then to where either of them gains absolute power." A
long silence followed. The uneven grinding of the surf muted by the fog seemed
to make time itself flow unevenly. Stroke pushed a little: "I have
thoughts from Mauro and Stav, I would like to hear more thoughts." Guarnea
spoke: "Stroke kept me quite busy on Sunday so I didn't get a chance to
look at the audience very much. But I seem to remember overhearing a
comment about "lucky 30" or something like that. Is there a chance that
there was someone else that we have not remembered. Clyde and Jonathan
felt OK to me on Sunday." (Stroke relaxed as he thought: Mauro, spank that
woman to ecstasy, she deserves it...oops, I forgot my present at the
house) It was Cala that spoke after more silence: "When Stroke started
talking on Sunday, Stav and I were seated in the middle of the back row. I
remember someone sitting at the far end of the row, I could not see him very
well because the rows curved around. He was the closest to the end of the
partitions. And he wasn't there when the spanking ended. Some people stood
up to applaud you, Stroke, it is possible he left then. His hair was dark,
not very long and he was wearing thick glasses, I could only see his head.
I had not noticed him before we sat down." "I was on her left so I did not
see him very well. I remember dark hair at the end of the row... vaguely.
I didn't meet him." said Stav. (besides, you had other things on your mind,
thought Anelan) Stroke continued: "Mauro and Anelan were in the
front row. Did you see him, Arno?" "No, I was clear over on the other side,
Stroke." (sounds so true, thought Stroke, sorry to make you lie, Arno)
"You handed out the invitations, Stroke, do you know anyone on your list who
looks like that?" "No, Anelan, I don't" (not on the list, thank you
Anelan) "OK," continued Stroke "maybe we will remember more later or
something will come up, hopefully. Someone was there Sunday who was not
invited, and now we have a bug. We don't know what the next move is but
there is something that would be useful to do and I am going to request it
of everyone of you hoping that you will do it. Please keep a hand written
notebook or diary from now on, of the history of the last year or so as
you have seen it. Optional, of course, but humor an old man. If you decide
to do it, start with today in the middle of the book and slowly add the
past as best you can remember. I cannot tell you what to include or exclude. We
have seven people here, perhaps our personal focus will be sufficiently
different that the diaries will be complementary. Write it for yourselves
is the main point. And whatever you do, don't put it on your computer. I
am not sure what to advise if you have been writing a diary on your
computer." A quick chorus of "not me"'s put that worry to rest. "Keep
your eyes and ears open in any interaction with the Link for anything remotely
pertinent to this. Other than agreeing to agree and agreeing to watch for
signs, there maybe nothing else that can be done now. Thursday's meeting
may bring more light. Of course, the damned thing must remain unnoticed. I
have run out of thoughts, anybody else?... please?" Mauro again addressed
Stroke: "If we find or remember anything, how do we communicate? Not on the
Link, of course... are telephones safe? "At this point, only at the
beach, preferably in the fog and talking to the surf. No conversations in
our houses, I will bet our houses are bugged, maybe that's a paranoid bet.
Anything unusual from the Link in the last few days? I haven't been on for
ages." Anelan spoke almost in excitement: "There was a request on my
computer to leave it on continuously until further notice, they said it
would be maybe three or four days, anybody else get this?" Mauro and
Guarnea had, Stav and Cala had, Arno had not been on in the last week (was
that true? wondered Stroke). Everyone fell silent. Why the odd request?"
"Act as if nothing happened, keep your eyes open, we meet here again tomorrow
night at nine if possible, make no overt inquiries, and thanks for
listening to me." Grunts of agreement met his words. They bid each
other good night and disappeared into the fog. |
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